Was I Allowed?

Are you there?
May I speak to you?
Do you care about your life as much as I do care for you?

May I remind you I never forgot that I
Believed in us once your head sat on my lap
But you were never sure
Thought this was like before
As all I adored was turning into candy traps

Was I allowed to help you with your indecision?
Was I allowed to see the world inside your head?
Was I allowed to taste your life and share your visions?
And did you even care? Did you really care?

Are you gone? Will I be gone too?
Should you be guilty of the meanest hearticide I’d lie for you.
You know that I’d just lie for you.

But that doesn’t do me much, your hands refused to touch
So let me go and let me stay or let me just regain my vision

In time you’ll learn to feel that dreams can become real
I knew it all along but now it’s too late

Was I allowed to help you with your indecision?
Was I allowed to see the world inside your head?
Was I allowed to taste your life and share your visions?
And did you even care? Did you really care?

You should know that I will be gone and I cannot turn to my, my self pity
That’s not where I’m from and it would be wrong to forget I am what I can, what I can stand…

Was I allowed to help you with your indecision?
Was I allowed to see the world inside your head?
Was I allowed to taste your life and share your visions?
And did you even care? Did you really care?

And did I say that I love you?